You are already enough. Right now. Perfectly imperfect.
If you’ve been hurt or turned off by religion but your soul still whispers, “There has to be more,” you’re not alone. Something profound is stirring across the world – a Great Awakening calling us to remember we are spiritual beings having a human experience. When we answer this call, everything shifts. We see the world through love instead of fear. Our relationships deepen. Our bodies heal. We discover our true purpose and reclaim the spiritual gifts that are our birthright. This transformation is called the Great Remembering.
Most spiritual paths start from the outside in—someone else’s rules, answers, and version of God. A generic spirituality. This book offers something radically different: a way to know God that only requires your beliefs, inner knowing, and trust in love. No more performing or pretending. No more feeling “not spiritual enough.” Through “bottom-up believing,” you’ll discover what you truly believe and how to live according to your own authentic relationship with God by trusting love.
You don’t need to become anything new or get anyone’s permission to trust what your heart already knows. Your inner knowing isn’t broken—it’s been buried under other people’s expectations. You just need to remember who you really are. Your soul is ready. The only question is: Are you ready to come home to yourself?
“If you’ve ever felt disconnected, anxious, or lost in your spiritual journey, this book’s for you.”

I never intended to write a book about knowing God. Like many of you, I was spiritually curious, but had left my religion and people who claimed to have all the answers.
Everything changed when my first wife, Laura, died. Broken and desperate, I walked alone on a beach and encountered Love itself – a presence so overwhelming it brought me to my knees and changed me forever. In that moment when I needed it most, God saved me. I immediately knew we don’t learn about God from books or sermons. We know God through the love that’s always there. And that knowing I was given isn’t reserved for mystics or saints or even the religous – it’s available to every single one of us, exactly as we are, right now.
For twenty-five years since that encounter, I’ve discovered that our spiritual path isn’t about becoming worthy enough for God’s love—it’s about remembering we’ve always been loved and that we know God through that love. This book is my invitation to help you discover what you already know in your heart.
Whether you’re just beginning to explore spirituality or you’ve been seeking for years but feel spiritually homeless, these pages offer a gentle way forward by trusting your inner knowing and love itself. God is already waiting for you. You don’t need perfect faith or years of preparation. You just need to be willing to remember what you’ve always known: you are already loved beyond measure, exactly as you are.
More souls than ever are awakening to who they truly are. Join us in the Great Remembering. Let’s awaken to Love together.
John Kabashinski
Writer, Teacher, and Speaker.
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